Wednesday, Jun. 09, 2004 | 4:02 PM

Yesterday afternoon while at work I got an urgent instant message from Kara�s (she the bassist in my band) boyfriend Matt L. saying to call him right away. So I did and of course the urgency had to do with him wanting me to come down and hang out with them that evening.

He�s such a character.

I had a lovely time. Matt L. and I played guitar and sang and we listened to music, and the three of us talked. I stayed for awhile and then left to go over to my Matt�s house.

We had a really good really long talk and then we made love and it was amazing of course.

Oh�here is something of note�we cum together�and it�s without even trying. We�re so in synch that everything always happens simultaneously. I�d always thought that whole �cumming together� thing was stupid�just like I thought a lot of things that people had always said make a Real Relationship were stupid. I thought they were fairytales or maybe I thought I didn�t deserve them. Now I�m getting them all and I realize they weren�t really so stupid.

I can�t wait til we go away on Friday. I love hotels and so does Matt. And it�s wonderful to be in a hotel with someone you�re so into and who�s so into you because you don�t have to do anything or go anywhere else. Two days of La La Land�just him and I.