Sunday, Aug. 21, 2011 | 1:59 AMtime capsule from heaven
It's been so long, so long, so long. I don't know what lead me back here to this weedy grave. Probably the drink. It's always the drink, isn't it? I quit drinking so long ago, and here I am with one of those cheapo get-me-drunk cans at 12% volume right back here writing on diaryland. This is the first time I have breathed in a long, long while. Maybe I am a fish. I have three beautiful children and a beautiful husband and my whole life is doing for them and fighting up the mountain of success. I have no voice, now. I lost it when they took my thyroid out. If I could go back and be alone again I would have done it all so differently. I would have enjoyed it. My hair is turning gray now, and I smile all the time, so hard my face is cracking. I would LOVE a day to myself.
time capsule from heaven - Sunday, Aug. 21, 2011
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