Sunday, Feb. 08, 2004 | 9:00 AM

Oh God. I love him so so so so so so so much.

He came for dinner. We cooked while we listened to Pet Sounds and the Guess Who and Radiohead and Spinal Tap and the Breeders. And we sang at the top of our lungs in perfect harmony while we breaded chicken. And we danced while we cut up vegetables. And we stopped in mid sentence to hug and kiss.

We talked for hours and hours. Then we practiced the songs for the band, and of course I�d worked for five hours over the past two days to come up with killer harmonies and background shit�I actually am a pretty good arranger. I was always kind of lazy in the past, but now I�m so fired up. The song he wrote for me is so fucking good and he has such an intrinsic understanding of my voice and all the best things it does. And when we sing together�oh my fucking God. It�s magic. It�s better than sex.

Then we went to Blockbuster and picked up The Ice Sorm. We laid in bed and snuggled and watched it. Oh snuggling. I love snuggling down under the covers.

I hardly got any sleep last night. I am so so so so so so so happy. I didn�t think I could love like this. I really really really really love him. He brings out the best in me. I don�t know that I have ever felt so happy in my whole life.