"I am a camera with its shutter open..."

Friday, Jun. 13, 2003 | 10:46 AM

It's a Wonderful Life

I am in such a fantastic mood right now�I can hardly contain myself. I just pulled down the shade in my office and closed the door so I could dance along to Devo. The wordl is such a lovely place and I can�t stop smiling.

Oooooh�Kids in America just came on the jukebox!!!! YAY!!!

Last night was so much fun. Alamada and I had the most fun rehearsal of all time. Usually we get really down to business and work very hard. Not so much last night. Let�s just say red wine was involved. Not too much�nobody was drunk, but we were definitely a little tipsy�three glasses apiece. I don�t think I have ever laughed so hard in my entire life. Like literally my tummy still hurts this morning from laughing so hard. I love her so much and it�s been amazing to reconnect with her. She cracks me up and she�s so fucking talented. I adore her to pieces.

I also got the greatest message on my voice mail last night from Sean who is coming up for the show. He�s another one I love like crazy.

The dress I bought for the show is beautiful�well at least it looks beautiful online. Hopefully it will look beautiful on me as well. I got express shipping and it�s guaranteed to be delivered today or tomorrow morning. I know I�m taking a bit of a risk, but it�s a fucking gorgeous dress.

Since I�m in such a euphoric mood right now, I think I�ll make a list of some things I love:

1) Gene Kelly�s Singing in the Rain sequence.

2) Lilac trees that are just starting to bloom

3) Saturday morning when you wake up in a panic because you have to be at work but then you realize it�s the weekend so you go back to bed and relish every moment of sleep.

4) Frankie Says Relaxx T-shirts

5) Harvard

6) Cole Porter lyrics

7) Slow dancing

8) Ivy�s smile

9) Trick birthday candles

10) Sailors

11) Karaoke

12) Mr. Show

13) Overhearing people speaking French

14) New friends

15) Chocolate martinis