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February 13, 2003 | 12:42 PM

A song for you

This song is in honor of valentines day, for which I am planning to take myself out to the piano bar, get myself drunk, sing my heart out, and perhaps pick up some anonymous stranger� cause I�ve never done that before [ after re-reading this, i realized i actually did do that-- i fucked a bartender once behind the bar in Toronto when i was 19]. And it seems like the most honest way to spend this Valentines Day.

Being Alive
from Company, written by Stephen Sondheim

Stop! What do you get?
Someone to hold you too close,
Someone to hurt you too deep,
Someone to sit in your chair,
To ruin your sleep.
Someone to need you too much,
Someone to know you too well,
Someone to pull you up short
To put you through hell.
Someone you have to let in,
Someone whose feelings you spare,
Someone who, like it or not, will want you to share
A little, a lot.
Someone to crowd you with love,
Someone to force you to care, Someone to make you come through,
Who'll always be there, as frightened as you,
Of being alive,
Being alive, being alive, being alive.
Somebody, hold me too close,
Somebody, hurt me too deep,
Somebody, sit in my chair
And ruin my sleep and make me aware
Of being alive, being alive.
Somebody, need me too much,
Somebody, know me too well,
Somebody, pull me up short
And put me through hell and give me support
For being alive.
Make me alive, make me alive,
Make me confused, mock me with praise,
Let me be used, vary my days,
But alone is alone, not alive.
Somebody, crowd me with love,
Somebody, force me to care,
Somebody, make me come through.
I'll always be there as frightened as you,
To help us survive
Being alive, being alive, being alive.


time capsule from heaven - Sunday, Aug. 21, 2011
31 - Saturday, Mar. 15, 2008
Dead/Alive - Monday, Mar. 10, 2008
Do not trustTIAA-CREF-- they are fucking their customers - Friday, Jul. 28, 2006
Shilling - Tuesday, Jul. 11, 2006

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