February 04, 2003 | 11:53 PM

Oh, drunk again.

Just got off the phone with my friend Sean. And I love love LOVE him so MUCH. I want to wrap him up in a down comforter and snuggle him silly while we watch Frank Capra movies. He said some magic words to me that cast a spell-- words I needed desperately to hear.

God I adore him. I am so THANKFUL to have him in my life amongst the many wonderful fabulous people that populate my emotional landscape. I only want wonderful things for him. He's in my prayers every night-- in my dreams, in my heart, in every gesture that I give and word I speak. I can't imagine loving another human being the way I love him.

Goodnight Sean. Sweet dreams and kisses and all good things to you.