Monday, Nov. 15, 2004 | 4:32 PM

It is very exciting to be alive right now and I feel like things are happening all around me. We lost two members of the band (long story and mum�s the word) Most people might consider that catastrophic but I think it was the best thing for all involved and I�m really jazzed about what I have to look forward to (mums on that for now as well.)

I�ve been having a wonderful time of late going to shows and socializing and being with my sweetest of sweethearts. Work is going well too. Today there was tiramisu in the office (yum.) Tomorrow I am meeting my Mom in Albany and we�re going to spend some time together shopping, wedding planning, drinking cocktails and whatnot.

This past weekend we had Aloud over for dinner and we all three got drunk and danced to Motown and then headed over to the Allston Plan. I love the Bon Savants. I love Allston. I love my friends. I love rock �n� roll. I love cooking. I love my fianc�e. I love listening to Leonard Cohen in bed in my baby�s arms.

God this is boring. I have nothing bad to say right now.