Sunday, Feb. 15, 2004 | 10:30 AM

I could be wrong, but I think that might have been the best Valentines Day I have ever had.

What we have is so so so so so so special. It�s really something kind of beyond �romance.� I don�t know how to catgorize it, so fuck it�I won�t. It�s the deepest level of friendship possible. It�s not even really friendship. What the fuck is it? I feel like we�re soulmates even though I hate that term, but that�s basically what it is.

Besides my father, I have never loved listening to music so much with another person. We have the same kind of physical reaction to it. It�s a religious experience. We give each other permission to scream along, to writhe, to be in ecstatcy. It�s better (as good?) as sex.

Yesterday was so very very very very very wonderful. I love him with all of my heart and soul.

And I finally got to listen to the Paula Kelley album�Matt is really good friends with her. And holy shit dude�I am in love with Paula Kelley now. Wow!