Tuesday, Apr. 05, 2005 | 3:42 PM

It's really funny that I was curious to see what I wrote exactly one year ago today because something very very big and exciting is happening right now and I can't go into it except to say that it's a very very big break and when I say big I mean BIG, not as in big that way I used to think of big-- playing the Middle East Upstairs or something, but something really quite potentially huge that could actually change my life and I'm also kind of unnerved by it because I don't want to fuck it up. Something in my heart though from the time I was a little girl told me that this would happen. Now will see if it's just a one shot thing, or if it spools out and out and out into the sort of dreamy destiny. I don't know.

Being able to not have to work in an office would suffice.