Friday, Sept. 03, 2004 | 12:13 AM mawwaige is a vewy impowtant step in da wives of two peepow
I don't know what all that negativity was a few entries ago. Hopefully just the last death rattles of a dying part of myself. I feel a lot better now. I'M GETTING MARRIED!!! How exciting is that? i am marrying the most beauitiful lovely kind loving human being on the planet. I am marrying a genius and a sweetheart and it's amazing. There is so much to do. I can't wait to be back in Boston. *** It's a little later, 1:22 AM. My Mom took me out to celebrate and I had a couple long island iced teas and some raspberry chocolate cake.
I'm thinking about Matt. I am so lucky and so happy and all that's in my heart is joy right now. You know what? i have never ever once been jealous concering Matt-- not ever. That's pretty great. He says things to me that blow my mind all the time. God I love him more than I ever thought I was capable of loving someone. We're getting a house. A little hobbit hole of a house with a garden and cats. I can't wait to see him on Monday night. I can't wait to make love to him.
Tonight on the phone he told me (and I'm paraphrasing for the sake of privacy because it was a lot raunchier than this) that I am the only woman that he wants/thinks about sexually. WOW. I was floored. I still can't believe that he thinks I'm beautiful and attractive and perfect just the way that I am. I can't believe that someone so amazing whom I love so much is smitten with me. He treats me like I'm a Goddess. I couldn't ask for anything more. I won the love lottery.
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