Thursday, Feb. 26, 2004 | 11:36 AM

My family cat, Barnum, whom we�ve had since I was 11 is very sick and will most likely be put to sleep. This saddens me so much that I can barely write about it. So I�m not going to.

But John and I had PBR's and Long Islands at Charlie's last night and we stayed til close. That was lovely.

Tongith is band practice which is also lovely.

I wish I could see my kittie one more time, but I can't fly back to Rochester right now.

Oh my god I'm so fucking sad.