Sunday, Jan. 25, 2004 | 12:30 PM

I think I've gotten a little ahead of myself and I'm getting carried away with my feelings to some extent. I adore Matt and he adores me and we're friends and there's something magical between us and that's good enough for me. Who needs to go ruining things by making them into something else? I'm so happy to have met him and every moment of time I get to spend with him is wonderful. What's happening musically is very interesting, and we'll see how it all pans out.

My relationships are best when they are their least structured and defined-- when they blossom organically at their own pace. No pressure. No expectations. No rules-- none of that. Whatever innate chemistry might be an overlay, primarily he and I are friends and I have the strong sense now that we will stay at that level which is a great level to be at.