December 16, 2002 | 10:05 AM No girl could say no to you
I am in a serious funk right now. It started yesterday morning before I left the party (which was by the way a good party) and it�s only gotten worse since. I feel like I�m sinking deeper and deeper into it�like in The Never Ending Story when Atrayu�s horse gets caught in the swamp and goes under. I don�t think I have cried more in 24 hours than I did from 8 AM yesterday until 8AM today. I felt like such a pussy but I just could not stop. I get like this sometimes, but lately it�s become much much worse. I went though a period of feeling quite together and now I'm not strong in the broken places. The broken places are coming unhinged. We all die alone, don't we. Often my life seems to me like a foreign country where I don�t know the language and the natives are rude. I feel out of step with myself and hopelessly lost. I can�t read any of the signs and there are no road maps. I listened to this song over and over again yesterday which probably didn�t help matters. i'll never be your Maggie May the one you loved and left behind the face you see in light of day and then you cast away that isn't me in that bed you'll find I'd rather take myself away be like those ladies in Japan rather paint myself a face conjure up some grace or be the eyes behind a fan
And so you go no girl could say no to you
there's the way we may appear but that will change from day to night would you ever see within? underneath the skin? could I believe you had that sight? And so you go no girl could say no to you
I'll never be your Maggie May the one you loved and then forgot I'll love you first and let you go because it must be so and you'll forgive or you will not and so a woman leaves a man and so a world turns on it's end so I'll see your face in dreams where nothing's what it seems you still appear some kind of friend
And so you go no girl could say no to you
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