November 27, 2002 | 10:01 AM

I'm home now in Rochester NY with my family.

This morning I had past-life regression therapy.

And sorry to sound new agey, but

HOLY SHIT DUDE. It was mind blowing. Amazing. I mean like the most incredible intense thing I have ever experienced.

I don't know if necessarily those were my "past lives" I experienced, or whether they are metaphors for present circumstances generated by my subconscious but I feel so AMAZING right now. I feel like one million times better and more understanding about things.

One of the life times took place on a farm in medieval times-- I was a peasant woman.

The other really intense lifetime was Victorian England. And that lifetime just explained so much of my rage and sense of helplessness to me. In it, I was a working class woman who had this affair with an upper class man (to be nameless) and got pregnant and absolutely believed this man would stay with me, which of course didn't happen. He abandoned both of us.

I could see it all so clearly under hypnosis. The shoes I was wearing. The slush on the cobblestone street, watching him drive off in his carriage, and knowing the downward spiral my life was going to take and losing the baby.

I have been trying to resolve that karma in this lifetime. Now I have such a greater understanding of it. WOW.

Holy shit. It just made so much sense. I don't want to go too much more into it.