January 23, 2002 | 9:32 AM Free Man in Paris
I have been listening to Joni Mitchell a lot over the past week. I think this pretty much sums up how I�m feeling right now: Free Man In Parisby Joni Mitchell
The way I see it he said You just can't win it Everybody's in it for their own gain You can't please 'em all There's always somebody calling you down I do my best And I do good business There's a lot of people asking for my time They're trying to get ahead They're trying to be a good friend of mine I was a free man in Paris I felt unfettered and alive There was nobody calling me up for favors And no one's future to decide You know I'd go back there tomorrow But for the work I've taken on Stoking the star maker machinery Behind the popular song I deal in dreamers And telephone screamers Lately I wonder what I do it for If l had my way I'd just walk through those doors And wander Down the Champs Elysees Going cafe to cabaret Thinking how I'll feel when I find That very good friend of mine I was a free man in Paris I felt unfettered and alive Nobody was calling me up for favors No one's future to decide You know I'd go back there tomorrow But for the work I've taken on Stoking the star maker machinery Behind the popular song I am attempting something wholly new to me. It's called moderation. Moderation in drinking. Moderation in eating. Moderation in exercising. Moderation in worrying. Moderation in pushing myself. Moderation in my feelings towards other people. I'm sick of vacillating between decadence and asceticism. There has to be a better way. It's really unfortunate that all of the people I grew up admiring were such crazy driven bastards (Rimbaud, Neal Cassady, John Lennon, Frances Farmer) and all of the art I appreciate is so Dionysian in nature when I should be following God damned happy go lucky Appolo and his moderate happy sun fun times philosophy in terms of the mythology I create out of my own life. Balance. Moderation. Libran energy. Yeah.
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