October 08, 2002 | 11:18 AM

So I've been feeling really odd since I woke up Monday morning. I've taken the past two days off, just sitting around my apartment mulling things over. What a great weekend. But why do I feel so topsy turvy and... sad, I guess. I feel the need to regroup for a bit. Spend a little time alone. Wear pajamas and drink tea and watch movies based on Charlotte Bronte novels.

I've been havng nightmares and feeling a tad weepy. Maybe it was the shcok to my system of all that alcohol after not drinking/eating in so long. I think it's that but it's also other things. Tomorrow I'm going to wake up and feel much much better. I know it.