September 08, 2002 | 4:15 PM

I've had the best weekend but right now my stomach is all knotted up. I have so much to do. I have stupid Access data base crap that has to get done which I opted to take home and work on because the server went down Friday at my job.

I also have laundry to do and people to call and a kitchen to clean and I am hungover.

And I am listening to The Cars right now.

And I don't smell very good at the moment.

And I'm sweaty and I ate ice cream today and I watched Storytelling which I liked a lot, though not as much as I like Welcome to The Dollhouse.

I am just writing this diary entry in order to avoid doing my stupid Access work.

I think this is the first time I have been actively REALLY annoyed with something work related since I began this job over a year ago. It brings back unpleasent memories of The Stupid Company where every day was a struggle with idiocy, boredom, and fear of being reamed for something that couldn't possibly be my fault. I am so fucking glad that I don't work at that place anymore. I really really hated it with a passion.

Right now I hate Microsoft Access almost as much I hated The Stupid Company. A fucking computer program is literally going to make me cry and I am so pissed that I am devoting almost a whole day to dealing with it. But it's my own fucking fault I guess.