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2001-12-03 | 7:08 p.m. Weight Lifters of the World, Unite and Take Over!
Went to gym after work today. Working out always provides me with a sense of emotional balance, and I am so glad that I have rediscovered exercise over the past couple months. I feel strong and my perspective shifts. I also feel much better looking after I leave, which increases my confidence level. I know how stupid that sounds, but it's a hard pattern to break, especially because it is reinforced so blatantly. SInce I've been losing weight, people have begun treating me much better, and I know some of this has to do with own attitude, but some of it doesn't. I am trying to keep sane and not freak out if I get off track, but when I don't work out every other day and eat well, I think physiologically as well as psychologically things get really messed up for me. So anyway, fuck all of the romantic problems and what not. I need to focus on me, what I want out of life and how I feel, not make the center of the universe my boyfriend, as that is a lame way to live life.
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