Monday, Aug. 04, 2003 | 4:51 PM North Node
My highest, best desinty in this life time is that which is associated with the positive aspects of LIBRA: Artistic Grace, Balance, Justice, Inner and Outer Harmony. This can only be achieved through postive First House pursuits: Leadership,Exerting authority, sticking to my guns, verbalizing and acting on my feelings, being individualistic and independent, being in a leadership position, following my gut instincts. What I need to leave behind in this life time (my south node) has to do with the negative qualities of ARIES: Impulsivity, Selfishness, Tactlessness, Narcisism, Violence, Intolerance. I tend to fall into patterns of behavior associated with this negative destiny when I get mired down in 7th house affairs: Attempting to please other other people, worrying about what others think of me, depending on other people for my own welfare, taking a back seat to the leadership of others, laziness, gullbility, assuming that other people's wants,needs, desires are more important than my own. So it follows that the more I trust myself and build a highly individualistic life through my own efforts, the more peace, balance, and grace I will experience, and the more meaningful will my artistic work be. And conversely, the more I attempt to find completeness with someone else, or devote myself to the happiness of another person, the more thwarted, needy, spirtually unnourished, compulsive, and off balance will I be. Neat, huh? I think I finally get the exact formula. I understood it before, but now I know exactly how to plug it all in. What's so neat is how different everyone's is.
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