February 26, 2003 | 4:07 PM Almost Birthday Wishes
16 more days until I head to New York (my 26th birthday is 17 days away.) It seems appropriate to spend this birthday with Sean, whom I love so much I can hardly stand that we don�t live in the same city�he truly is one of the best best friends I�ve ever had. I spent my last birthday with him as well. I want to get the heck outta Boston. I�m not even exactly sure why, but the thought of being in this city on my birthday makes me feel sick inside. I�ve been missing and thinking about New York a lot lately. And it�s weird�synchronicity-- everyone is talking about moving there. It�s been on my mind for some time. I love Boston dearly�really I do. And despite everything, I�m not sorry to have spent so much time here. But I know deep in my heart that it�s almost time for me to go. And when I do, it will be for a very specific reason. I�ll be moving to something as opposed to running away from something. The future is bubbling right beneath the surface. I can feel something is about to happen�something really good, over the next few months. Just as a couple months ago I was having terrible nightmares and knew something terrible was on the way. It�s like staring at something through dirty water�I can make it out sort of, but the shape shifts and the colors blur. We�ll see. For now, I�m just glad that the big 26 will be happening somewhere other than here.
time capsule from heaven - Sunday, Aug. 21, 2011 31 - Saturday, Mar. 15, 2008 Dead/Alive - Monday, Mar. 10, 2008 Do not trustTIAA-CREF-- they are fucking their customers - Friday, Jul. 28, 2006 Shilling - Tuesday, Jul. 11, 2006
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