October 16, 2002 | 2:55 PM

Today I have to:

Pick up my anti-depressants.

Clean my entire apartment top to bottom.

Go food shopping at Harvest and buy the following:

• eggs
• organic chicken
• organic hamburger meat
• lots of produce (avocados, carrots, peppers, tomatoes)
• soy milk
• red beans and rice
• goat cheese

Laundry

Give myself a facial and wash my hair

When I get all of that done I can:

Watch Iris on DVD

Drink some chamomile tea.

Smoke cigarettes.

Get into my pajamas and bum around.

Listen to Bob Pollard�s Speak Kindly of Your Volunteer Fire Department which I�ve been thinking about all day.

Maybe maybe have a glass of wine.

Oh, and I�m going to make myself guacamole for dinner. Yum...

Today for lunch I went down to the cafeteria, and I got Fresh bok choy made right in front of me by a Chinese chef, and in the background Marvin Gaye�s entire What�s Going On? album was playing.

Which is one more reason working here just fucking rules so hard. Dude I love working at Harvard. If I have to have a �real job� for the entire rest of my life, I so wouldn�t mind it being here where I get awesome food and music during lunch, have my own freaking office, get paid a real wage, have terrific vacation time (over a month), 12 sick days, 3 personal days, and only work with good liberal minded types who are trying to save the healthcare system from evil corporations. I mean, this place is honestly the shit.

But anyway, Friday night I hope Tara joins me for the Bach�s Mass in B minor concert at Symphony Hall Friday �cause it�s gonna be super sweet...

Oh, and one more thing. And this is a public service announcement and very very important:

Please go see Bowling For Columbine this coming weekend. It�s a very very important film by one of my personal heroes (and Debbie you�re right�everyone needs heroes) Michael Moore. This movie needs a lot of support because some very evil people in high places are trying to kill it.

To find out more information about the movie, please go to the links listed in the above paragraph.